CAMP STEFANOB 2006

WELL felt tat since i have got time to spare i my as well use in wisely ya..... ya so i am going to talk abt CAMP STEFANOB 2006.. ya i known tat was a last yr thing bt i really feel tat i shd testify it . IT was an amazing church camp n it was my third youth chuch camp... the theme of e camp was FREE TO RUN RUN TOP WIN>>>> this theme was taken by PHILIPPIANS3:13-14 which says BUT one thing I do; Forgetting what is behind and strain-ing towards what is ahead,V14 I press on towards e goal to win the prize for which GOD has called me heavenward in CHRIST JESUS. ya so basically it was about forgeting e past n pressing on e future for the GLORY of god.. IT was a4 days 3 nites camp thus it was seperated in three aims first aim>>>attain true victory to find e right direction in our life so there was a pastor from australia who came n preach to us.. HE was quite interesting but tats nt e point god spoke thru him he was juz a vessel used by god to speak to us... so e first serrmon was abt setting goals... so at nite there was another sermon called e POWER TO FORGET.. to forget past hurts ,victories , glories n mistakes n it spoke directly to me n knew it god was speaking to me then there was alter call for ppl who needs prayer for tis aspect n i went n god spoke to me , god revealed things tat were soo painful so painful tat i refuse to open my heart but i gave in n god showed me i told god NO MORE HIDING LORD>>HERE I ASM LORD >> U TAKE IT FROM ME>> I AM WILLING TO LET GO.. Thus e mask which i carried ard was down, my flesh withdrew n my spirit emerged.. tears juz flowed like it hasn't been flowed for a long time , it was soo cruel but i knew god wants me to do it, so aft tat i felt my burden lighter. then e next morin ther was a sermon abt how to bring bk e passion for more of e LORD bk to my life.. N again it spoke to me cuz i have lost it since i left sunday sch(children church) wen i was 12.. there was no alter call but i recieved.. then nite came n there was another sermon abt HOW TO MAKE FAITH GROW and it spoke to me again n there was alter call n i stood waiting/seeking god and FAITH came to pray for me but couldn't penerate my flesh so she said JOAN LET GO... and tears juz flowed again n e holy spirit came n deal with me and i laid on e ground n let god deal with me.. As god was healing me , i was communicating with god i refused to let go of deep hatered ,strong unforgiveness towards my family.. so i quaralled with god holding on to my personal rights then god gave me a verse PHILIPPIANS2:8 and being found in apperarances as a man , he humbled himself and became obedient to death-even death on a cross.. so i juz said LORD U TAKE IT FROM ME.. But i still sturggled to give so e more resist e more i cried n e more i scremed n i knew god was working slowly then aft tat i got up it was only then i relise tat god dealt with mi for abt 1 1/2-2 hrs. so i asked someone why i kept screaming once a while then i relise tat my spirit was yelling n each time i did tat i gave it to GOD... so tat was juz e begining of e healing process there was more to come.. so e next morin it was a talk abt inner healing n i recieved again as god spoke to me both thru ps nerina n thru e alter call so i recieved again.. then there was a afternnon sermon abt i oso nty sure cuz i miss half of it as i had to acompany my sis 2 e sinseh.. then e nxt day was e last day n they talk abt being a salt to e world.. so i learnt ,recieved alot thru this camp.. Therefore I RAN N I WON E RACE>>> OH I 4got note for e devil/satan>> U SHALL NV BE ABLE TO PUT ANYMORE LIES TO MY MIND ANYMORE IF anyone is interested in going for e camp there is another camp comming at ard june n dec or nov. so u can contact mi ya

hi back again aft 3 yrs

hi , it looks like its been THREE years since i last blog.... ya totally 4got abt it till my fren mention it.. Well looking at tis blog again reminds me of thousands or even millions of memorises of e past... well many thiongs have been going on in my life.. LIfe changing experience since mid of last yr so nw I m indeed a new creation juz like wat e word of life states in 2cor5:17 says Therefore , if anyone is in christ, he is a new creation; the old has gone,the new creation has come.. ya so nw i m in harvester Community centre its a church btw.. N i am really growing well spirtually there n im indeed extremely glad tat god called mi out of egypt into e promised land.. Let me tell u wat happen ya its juz tat last yr i was spirtually vvvvvvvvv down n i was juz like a non-christian so god spoke to me n i decided to change church n its a really totally amazing thing.. God is such a wonderful god n i reallly change alot n all these credits belong to God , my refuge, my redeemer, e love of my life , my shelter n my stronghold , e reason i live.. if u want to really known what really happen come ask me personally n u will indeed be AMAZED how god works tat even we human cant understand for it says in 1cor1:25 says For the foolishness of God is wiser than man's wisdom , and the weakness of God is stronger than man's strength. I am revialing tis blog to testify wat god has done in my life n to let n be accountable to e ppl ard mi in e past ,present n future wheather in sch , in Marine parade christian church, Harvester cc n even campus mates in e future..